I found I am smoothly losting direction of life. I wanna complain any unfair things, but I don't. Because I know it is useless. I always lose my temper so that I can not solve problem finally. After all, U will be look so bad while u r losing temper. But, how do i wipe out unhappiness? And once u suffered a bad thing, so more and more unlucky things would coming soon. Although u wanna change current situation to deal with or face tough things, they never give u a little breathing space. The future is becoming unclear. It's awful that it would be continued.